a dull and witless boy.

" No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality."

I like film, books, poetry, lyrical music, odd things, art and a lot of other things that make me no different than any other 23 year old on this site.

I have a real job that pays too well, a partner who I adore, mental health problems and a penchant for strange things that no one else finds interesting.



______'s bookshelf: currently-reading



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Can we stop with the “lol sci-fi/fantasy fan equals fedora’d overweight virgin” because the majority of fans of Sci-Fi and Fantasy are women, so how about you shut the fuck up.

Everything I know:

  • Read everyday, it makes you smarter.
  • Write everyday, with a pen and paper, it makes you smarter.
  • numbness is a valid emotional state, like happiness or sadness.
  • People are often mean because they like you more than they should. You can spot this in the shallows of their arguments.
  • Optimism and passion are too easy to fake to be valid in my view.
  • Screaming every night in your sleep makes the days seem like a reprieve from something you can’t quite remember
  • There are some people you’ll carry around forever, and some you’ll forget the second they leave. You’ll never know which is which in the moment.
  • Chasing originality in art is a perfectly pointless task.
  • You’re almost always just as important to them, as they are to you. They almost always missed you as much as you missed them. This will go unsaid.

Look, I’m not an expert on anything, but if you feel strongly about someone you should tell them. I used to never tell anyone, hoping they’d understand the deep affection hidden behind the layers of cynicism; and of course as a love-starved abuse victim, I knew how intense my affection was and my desire for another human being was embarrassing in my view. They never got it and eventually everyone left.

until I took control of it, I never got anywhere. Even now, years later, I’ll never tell her everything. Too much to say, no way to say it.

Remember how my therapist said this was a good idea? how it would make me feel better? How it was all going my way suprisingly and I should take a risk on it?

Yeah that worked out so well for me.

I have never needed anything so badly in all my life.

The following just happened:

  • "Who the fuck is Dave and why did he add me on facebook?"
  • (flicks through photos) “nope fuck this guy, don’t know him, deleting him”
  • (arrives at photo of a girl, a boy and a dog)
  • (…)
  • (…)
  • (…)
  • "well this is completely not fair."

My facebook is almost impossible to find too. Dave is a fucking genius.

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The world needs more people like William Melvin Hicks.

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Boyhood (2014) - Directed by Richard Linklater

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